So, I have three blogs, that I pretty much know what they are going to say, yet I sit in front of the computer unable to put the complete thoughts down onto paper. I am not sure what my issue is today, and yesterday for that matter. Well, that is a lie, I kinda do, but if I say them, or type them, then that makes them real. I am not sure that I am ready for those thoughts to be real yet.
My heart hurts when I think about the process of blogging what should be happy (?) occasions for me. My heart hurts because the one person I want to share all of that with is not here for me to share them with.
Acupuncture healed my anxiety...minus the anxiety, all that is left is pain.
I feel like I am back on day five, and just want to crawl in bed, curl up in a ball and cry myself to sleep.
My candy coated shell is quickly dissolving.
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